TODAY making OLA stuff

OLA takes up a lot of my time. It really really does. I should be reading for the bar. I got this RRAF approved and then whoa! a direct exam then a comment opposition and an amended complaint to make. If this case weren't OLA's or for indigent clients, the law firm would have made a ton of cash. I like legal work anyhow. It's an honorable and prestigious profession. It requires a lot of study and hard work though. My study skills need work. Because of my semi-vacation mode last sem, my brain needs a workout. So this past few weeks I've been trying to read everything I can get my hands on including John Grisham novels and reviewer books.


Im not a 'malait' na tao but sometimes I'm entitled to my comments occassionally and usually the persons I describe in a negative manner, I make sure they are clueless that it's them. Nakakaawa naman kasi. I don't want to be a bully. it might affect this wishy-washy type. wala sya kakampi. not a fair fight. I used to be a 'mean girl'.Hahahahaha. :-) ..........this person.......this person.....this person.....see? I didn't say a thing but I could if I really wanted to, pero kasi nakakaawa nga kasi sya. let's leave it at that ;P

Bar Fear

I still have to officially get over this sem. I haven't graduated yet. I have a tax paper to do. I still have 3 finals and an integrated outline to do. I have two more hearings. a batch of confi memos to make and an amended pleading to pass to my supervising lawyer. Wow. I think pinahirapan ko sarili ko in my last sem in law school. so what? Sanay naman ako sa mahirap. Mas mahirap pa lalo na before. If it ain't hard, I get sleepy and bored. However, I'm so freaky lazy this week. What went wrong? So I ran over a km or two and thought about my (him) man. ok cnt talk abt that here. I miss him. censored.

I'm think I'm not good at studying but I'm diligent enough to hurdle law school and work(before) although most of my relatives think I'm smart and certainly do my folks. That's a nice thought. I actually admire very diligent people who are smart at the same time, I'm really not one of those. I'm still trying to justify to myself why so much academic learning is needed in this world.

POSTCRIPT Again

So goodbye Malcolm Hall. I am counting the days and the hours. I have less than a month now. I want to flee in some uncharted corner reviewing for the bar. will not say here. I like to study but after 5 years in law school, I am through with it for a while. I just want to start my life as a lawyer somewhere. let's see. The Future is Brighter nowadays. I have emerged from the trenches of law school and have seen some kind of light to lead the way to fresh air :-)
On my relationship, I'm so very happy with it. He sweeps me off my feet. Was depressed a few weeks back because I miss him. He is amiable and so very lovable. smart, tall, hardworking and a mix of crazy-boredom like me.
I will not speak of it here. That is ours alone. Just us and no one else's. Private.

earlier postcript of law school

in a few weeks, law school will be officially over. 5 years as an evening student. officially over. Goal attained. I did what I could. I tried sufficiently to balance work and school. Did exceptionally well balancing both. stuck firmly to my principles during the arduous mind wracking process. ok naman :-)
2nd goal: pass the bar. It's a lucky first half of the year. might skip graduation day for a trip abroad. They need me there at my folks' business. going hillybillying somewhere or somewhere more cosmopolitan etcetera. let's see. 3rd goal: work as a lawyer. it's all unfolding now. maganda ang future. very promising :-) however, right now, im so freaky freaky tired and bored to death with school. I regret taking my review classes. midterms week was a bit hellish as always but easier than past years. In short, ayaw ko na makita ang law school, Malcolm Hall, it's bleak, tiring and torturish. I am so believe sa mga tao who can stay there in the library more than 3 hours or so studying. That for me is pure torture. It's much better to study somewhere else, never the library although I try it sometimes. ang lungkot, the aircon is not working properly, lots of book dust

so GOODBYE MALCOLM HALL....!!!!! just a few more weeks. might not even review for the bar in UP. I need a new place for a breath of fresh air.